I was lonely

I remember being made fun of

I heard people making jokes about me

I saw my life going down

I worried I would never change

I though, why live?

But, I want to change.

I am mad

I think the world hates me and laughs at me

I need to change

I try to become something I'm not

I feel the same as before

I forgive all those who cause me pain and don't know

Now I can change.

I will be the best I can

I choose to live life differently

I dream I could be differently than my past

I hope I do change

I predict nothing will happen